Ah, the schoolyear has finally ended, and I have with tiny succes managed to survive 2nd year at HTX. I am now officially a 3rd year student and my spelling is now worse than ever acompanied by my mathematical knowlegde, which ensured me a 5/6 at my exam... but I'm not complaining, after all I'm only gonna end up with purple hair after this little failure.. ppl do beware of what you bet when it is about grades in a subject you are very weak in. I have learned my lesson...

School life is hard!
I am totally finished!
Math is harder than ever!
The numbers are trying to drown me under waves of the endless homework-ocean!
And I dont care about what you guys say!
The numbers are intelligent! they are triyng to get rid of me!

*hears noice behind her*

If im not answering the next couples of month it's because im jailed in the underworld of the mathematic kingdom!

*Something grabs her chair from behind and makes her fall to the floor, then a huge black hand appears from a dark corner, grabs one of her feet, and drags her down into the darkness...*

HEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEelp!!!

Well wadda u know? Im back! Im online! Im alive!!

Ok ok ok Ill tell the truth.. Im not completely back, but I can go online. the school have some computers i can use and they got Internet! Halleluja!! *prepares to make a speech* Uhmm.. I promise to go more online and if u write to me I promise the waiting-periode for an answer will by less then a month.

So to all of you there have been worried about me; Im okay, I got almost control over my life and........... I'VE MISSED YOU ALL!!!

Ok.. my life in short details:

My meaning of life:
Living is truly great! *totally sarcastic!!*

1: Mikz and my dream about making a book together drowned in some fucking rule, about her 3 weeks to young age!! Who the fuck cares about 3 FUCKING WEEKS?! I really love my friend Mikka, And please free me from pervese thoughts!! But I really have had a shitass-day today, so now I cant even talk to her without she thinks it doesnt touch me that she cant go with me... but who the fuck says I WILL BE FUCKING LUCKY ENOUGH TO GO TOO?! NO ONE!! So I really dont understand why the hell people are after me like this? Im tired, im sad on my friends ways, but I JUST CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! Im sorry Mikka but I really cant!

2: The reason I have had a shitass-day is, that my long all known dream, about my parents could be friends again, shattered in front of me today when I was most happy.. its like the whole world is trying to break me when im finally not thinking about my troubles!! But thats fine... I can take it.. but then im at an infomeeting at my new school called HTX HAMLET... and I went into totally panic!!

*wipes some stupid tears away* And now people would probably call my pussy and all that crap because im crying, but you know what? You can all fuck off!! I DONT FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!!! THE WORLD IS A LIVING HELL AND IM IN THE INNER CIRCLE!!! WITHOUT A FUCKING REASON!!!!

I HATE THIS WORLD RIGHT NOW!!!!!
I... I cant even have friends, without they think, I dont care about them because I dont know what the hell Im going to say to comfort them!!

So there! Now I have tolled what I wanted... now judge me! I dont care... everything sucks!

Ey wat sup?!
It's finally holiday, and I was sopossed to go to Manø tomorrow.. but my mom broke up with her bf yesterday. and...
Oh well... geez.. what was it now I wanted to say?
OH YEAH!! So now I'm not going to the little Island Manø, but im going to Fyn, to visit my GRANDMOM!! YAAAY!! GRANDMOMMY RULES!!
So I'm probably going to (MAYBE!!!) meet Mikz in the holidays after all.

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Man! Familylife is a complicated thing...
I HATE UNHAPPY FAMILIES!!!